Follow the Spirit of God. He wants to lead you! Yes. You just haven’t given Him enough chance to do so. Just a baby step. Just tell Him in your heart that you are willing to let Him. Ask Him to.
Romans 8:14 says, “For all who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God.”
You will be amazed at the supernatural ways He will do it. Either when you are reading the Bible or listening to Spirit-inspired messages or through friends or families or strangers or even through your conscience or His authoritative voice in your ears or inner witness of peace or supernatural encounters.
You will be amazed. Let Him lead you as He wills.
If you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior that stood in your place against eternal condemnation and judgement, you can’t even hear the Holy Spirit. Your first step is to believe that Jesus took your punishment and sins so that you can become righteous before God; so that you can call God your Father.
If you want that and you believe you can become that, just say “Lord Jesus, thank you for dying for me, and I believe that You came in flesh to die for me and bring me into relationship with God the Father. I accept You today as my Lord and Saviour. Thank you for saving me. Amen!”
It’s as simple as that. You are now born again because the Bible says in:
“For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.”
Now the Holy Spirit can lead you. Find a Bible believing church around you and join them to know more about Holy Spirit, Jesus and God the Father.